so lost(بقلمي)

so lost

what would i to do??????
i am so lost,really so lost,every time i rememmber my around world,l feel so lost,i losed my scores,my dreams,my love,now,i am loseing my self.
what happened to me???how i got badlly like that???
i don't know, oh!!!!!! i don't know any thing really,who am i ????
where?????and why?? oh!!!! all of that pulchit,i must know just one thing:
what would i to do????what would i pay for get my self back ???
get my soul back???

there is no one can help me, no one can feel my hurt,ooooooooooh!!!!
what a hurt feel when you still alone,need help,but never get it,waiting for some one ,waiting for your hero, your hand_help,then you,in the end,you find that is your waiting and your wish was a big fool lie,a big stuped dream,you can't feel that now,i wish you never to feel that any more,because i tell you this with my dead tears,yes dead,it is had been die,as it cauldn't breath any more,now all, i am leaving life, i can't live whithout soul, as my soul lived my body,as my heart hold a lot of hurts,i am not so lucky,so if you didn't understand my wards just try,try to feel my voice,you will hear me,when you read this wards, you will feel my song,my final song,moon_tears song,as i will begone die in that moment ,
so good bye every one.
moon_tears
somaya